Frustration Abounds!!!

FRUSTRATION!!!!

It's the worst!!  I can barely stand it when I am dealing with frustration. 
Right now I'm trying to work on my resume so I can apply for jobs.  There are a lot of job openings, but I can only apply for them online by sending my resume.  I've been working on it for over a week or so now, writing, rewriting and tweaking it.  (Plus I spent two day sick in bed! UGH!!!)  I have it on a resume building web site.  And now the damn thing won't load.  The site, that is.  I have to go to the library to work on it and only have access to a computer for an hour at a time. And this damn thing will not work now!!!  How the HELL am I supposed to do what I need to do if I can't get onto the stupid site??? 


The only thing that makes my GAD go off the charts worse than frustration is the unknown.  So, now not only am I dealing with the uncertainty of being unemployed, but I can't finish what I've been working on, so I CAN find a job, for days.  I am, like, 90% done with the damn thing.  What the HELL am I supposed to do now? 


So, what do I do to ease this frustration and anxiety because of the frustration?  I know patience is a virtue, but my GAD doesn't allow for a lot of patience sometimes.  Especially in times of crisis.  And right now is crisis.  I need to find a job.  SOON!!!  It's bad enough that I have too.  New, unknown situations= Bad.  But now I can't do what I need to do! 


Well....let's go with this one....


GOD, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference. 
Amen! and Amen!