FRUSTRATION!!!!
It's the worst!! I can barely stand it when I am dealing with frustration.Right now I'm trying to work on my resume so I can apply for jobs. There are a lot of job openings, but I can only apply for them online by sending my resume. I've been working on it for over a week or so now, writing, rewriting and tweaking it. (Plus I spent two day sick in bed! UGH!!!) I have it on a resume building web site. And now the damn thing won't load. The site, that is. I have to go to the library to work on it and only have access to a computer for an hour at a time. And this damn thing will not work now!!! How the HELL am I supposed to do what I need to do if I can't get onto the stupid site???
The only thing that makes my GAD go off the charts worse than frustration is the unknown. So, now not only am I dealing with the uncertainty of being unemployed, but I can't finish what I've been working on, so I CAN find a job, for days. I am, like, 90% done with the damn thing. What the HELL am I supposed to do now?
So, what do I do to ease this frustration and anxiety because of the frustration? I know patience is a virtue, but my GAD doesn't allow for a lot of patience sometimes. Especially in times of crisis. And right now is crisis. I need to find a job. SOON!!! It's bad enough that I have too. New, unknown situations= Bad. But now I can't do what I need to do!
Well....let's go with this one....
GOD, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Amen! and Amen!
